whitesail

Speaking metaphorically
the earth I trust beneath my feet
is moving now ever so slightly
I shift my feet but feel no relief
Speaking metaphorically

It’s so strange…..

Why do I not do what I know is good for me? I’m speaking of meditation and yoga and writing and just taking time for myself without being busy and “useful.” I know that I’m not alone in this, even Paul wrote about this in the Bible. (No, I’m not a bible thumper and definitely not a fan of Paul’s.) Why are we so afraid of silence? I go in cycles with this, where sometimes I’m fine with it and then I just put it away. Whenever I pick it up again, it benefits me incredibly. Just the fact that I’m writing this shows that it has helped me already today. Strange…..

I’ve pretty much taken this day for myself, just taking it easy and relaxing. Meditated this morning for the first time in 10-11 days and it was wonderful. Feeling a bit out of sorts, nonetheless. A feeling of uneasiness and unrest has been prevalent today. I guess it’s because today I haven’t been busy like I have lately. Interesting the feelings that come up when I dont’ drown them out.