I got a job….maybe not…
The other day, I found out that I had got a job. A good job that pays well and gives me a lot of what I’m looking for in a career.
Or, at least I thought I got it. I found out today that I haven’t got it, yet. I’ll find out Monday. It about made me sick this morning. I finally got something that will pay me more than what we need and then I find out I have to wait three more days. I’m really upset about this. I actually cancelled an interview Wednesday because I thought I didn’t need it.
Then today I did bills and our taxes. If I don’t get this job on Monday we’re in big trouble. Big trouble. I’m trying to have faith, but right now I’m filled with doubts and fears. I know there is nothing I can do about it right now, so I’m trying to be balanced and calm, but my insides are turbulent as hell.
Just be patient and think positive if you can. L. and I have been through all this. And we owed (and still owe) the IRS over 5k and they are not bad about it. So if you owe, they’ll work something out with you.
I hope you get the job. I know things will work out for you two and I know how hard this time is. I went through a ridiculous # of interview to get my current job. Everytime I thought I was going in so they could hire me and we’d start getting money, they’d tell me I had to interview with someon else….
jess said this on January 29th, 2005 at 4:53 pm
I truly hope this is “it.” If it is not, stay near your loved ones and friends…and remember, the IRS is hunting milion-dollar freaks, not us…if they “find” us first, we’ll make up the difference. Keep hanging in there, keep doing what’s right…we’ll celebrate your triumph soon. PROMISE!!!!!! blessings, Boston
Boston said this on January 30th, 2005 at 7:29 pm